I wrote a letter the other day and I’ll put it here to make it official for myself. 3:20 am Hi xx, It feels like I just… Read more “April 10th, 2022”
Light, ink and cigarettes
This is really supposed to be a text about finding the path again. About enlightenment, safety in thought, stillness in the storm. Instead, it’s about the empty… Read more “Light, ink and cigarettes”
A Conversation
“Why did you start doing this?” “I guess I wanted to say something” “So say it.” “I don’t know how.” “What changed?” “I wanted to tell them… Read more “A Conversation “
Contemplation of yet another restart
I guess this was it. It took baby steps from now on, knowing I don’t know. It was breathing in and remembering to breathe out. It was… Read more “Contemplation of yet another restart “
Lived for the Days
Lived for the days, she did. Every single one of them. Others wasted their time, waiting for the weekend. But not her. She lived for the sun… Read more “Lived for the Days”
My Dearest Maria
As I wake up, I’m on the floor in my room. I can’t remember how I got there. There’s a slight pain in my back so maybe… Read more “My Dearest Maria”
As Long as You’re Happy
My hands won’t stop shaking. I ask them to stop, but they refuse to listen so I hide them underneath the table. “It’s gonna be alright”, I… Read more “As Long as You’re Happy”
Too Often It Was Pain
I was told love was pure. Love was kisses on the cheek, hugs from behind when you didn’t expect them. Love was not locking the door, just… Read more “Too Often It Was Pain”
Runnin’ through town
Like a manic, like a clown I was running for life all through town. What the chaser did not know, slithering throat here now is my fun.… Read more “Runnin’ through town”
Sinner
The world’s greatest sinner was I and I ought to say I enjoyed it.
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