I guess this was it. It took baby steps from now on, knowing I don’t know. It was breathing in and remembering to breathe out. It was… Read more “Contemplation of yet another restart “
Lived for the days, she did. Every single one of them. Others wasted their time, waiting for the weekend. But not her. She lived for the sun… Read more “Lived for the Days”
My hands won’t stop shaking. I ask them to stop, but they refuse to listen so I hide them underneath the table. “It’s gonna be alright”, I… Read more “As Long as You’re Happy”
I was told love was pure. Love was kisses on the cheek, hugs from behind when you didn’t expect them. Love was not locking the door, just… Read more “Too Often It Was Pain”
Like a manic, like a clown I was running for life all through town. What the chaser did not know, slithering throat here now is my fun.… Read more “Runnin’ through town”
I loved you today. Your hair was a mess and your eyes were unfocused and you pulled me closer. I loved you yesterday. Your hair was flatter… Read more “Hopefully that’ll be enough”
But I never did know if you were for me or for everyone else. Just as I am.
What I did know, truly and fully, was him next to me, his face against my own. The music he was listening to was way too loud,… Read more “Happiness and Him”
Because the leaves were all changing and the traffic kept rushing. And I was still stuck in the way his eyes shone, whenever he laughed.
They really got to you, didn’t they? Pushing you on towards the edges tore apart your broken mind. Now all you hear is chaos, a beating drum… Read more “And Closer Still”