As I wake up, I’m on the floor in my room. I can’t remember how I got there. There’s a slight pain in my back so maybe… Read more “My Dearest Maria”
My hands won’t stop shaking. I ask them to stop, but they refuse to listen so I hide them underneath the table. “It’s gonna be alright”, I… Read more “As Long as You’re Happy”
I was told love was pure. Love was kisses on the cheek, hugs from behind when you didn’t expect them. Love was not locking the door, just… Read more “Too Often It Was Pain”
Like a manic, like a clown I was running for life all through town. What the chaser did not know, slithering throat here now is my fun.… Read more “Runnin’ through town”
“It’s not your responsibility.”, my mother tells me as I talk to him at one o’clock in the morning, trying to calm him down in an anxiety… Read more “Not my responsibility, but”
They really got to you, didn’t they? Pushing you on towards the edges tore apart your broken mind. Now all you hear is chaos, a beating drum… Read more “And Closer Still”
It was dark yesterday. Maybe that’s something to be expected on a Saturday in the city. The sun wasn’t shining. It was past midnight when you went… Read more “Just Lack of Light”
A slippery pavement, slippery road, a little girl stands in a big yellow coat. Loss of a brother, what can you say, when all of your words… Read more “Yellow Coat”
Master of exclusion of not showing affection of not believing that I I, too can mean something to the ones I care about.
I can’t make sense of what’s inside of me. I am desperately searching for someone who can.