First of June

I woke up today feeling filthy and ugly. I hate those days, they shouldn’t exist. If I could, I would lay in bed all day eating tons of different snacks and watch random movies. Unfortunately, I’m in school. I have promised myself that I’m gonna watch “Bridge To Terabithia” tonight. I love that movie. I’ve seen it two times and read the book once. I cried each time, so I’m pretty sure I’m gonna cry when I watch it tonight. Oh well.

Am I horrible if I say that I can’t wait to get out of this school? I have loved it here, it’s not that. But I want to move on. I want to start a new chapter in my life.
I’m going to another school after summer-break. Hopefully the school which teaches drama. I’m probably gonna get two or three girls I know in my class, which is great. Even though I wouldn’t mind getting in a class where I don’t know anyone.
Thankfully, a lot of people I hang out with is going to the same school. I really appreciate that. Then I get to see them for another three years!
I’ve been thinking about something… When I’m studying drama we’re gonna have yoga-classes. I don’t wanna learn yoga? I’ve never liked it and never will. Yoga can’t be compulsory, right? I mean, you can’t fail Yoga as a subject. That would just be weird. I don’t know what to do really. I just have to trust God and that he has everything under control.

First of June today. I love June. Summer-break starts and I’m, as usual, convinced this will be the best summer of my life. It has been the same thing every year ever since I can remember. Only this time, I know by fact this is going to be the best summer of my life! I still can’t tell you everything yet tough. But I’m going to be a whole new person! I’m gonna tell you more about it when I can.

Love, Sara

One thought on “First of June

  1. Hi Sara, when I read the first line of your post, my heart broke. You shouldn’t wake up feeling “filthy and ugly” sweetie. You are beautiful because God creates beauty not ugly. when you wake up feeling like this simply say to yourself, I am beautiful! I am beautiful! I am beautiful! when God looks at you, he sees your beauty not the ugly. I know, because I use to feel “ugly” and “filthy” until I learned that God loves me! He created me! and all he created was beautiful and good! Blessings to you and have a beautiful day! SMILE!


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s